Nv to believe again.....
who can you really trust out there? How can you ensure that when u give a piece of urself to others, others will handle it with care? I may not have been the most understanding, may not have always handled the situation best, but I've always given my best ....but I'm a human too, i hv feelings, y am i not allowed to cry when i'm sad? y am i not allowed to flare when i'm unhappy? y am i not allowed to ask if I have questions? y do you always take me for granted?y always use me to make other ppl happy?
Over the yrs, start losing confidence in ppl....how many ppl out there say that they will be there, they will truly be there? I make it a point nv to show too much concern to anyone....when i start showing too much, i withdraw... sm1 maybe close to u, overtime they will change......y get urself when others wont even rmbr u......I used to feel I should be there wheneva my frens needed me, its entirely my responsibility to help since they approach me....be it help physically or just a pair of listening ears, i will put my whole heart into it....as long i say it, be sure i meant it......
Closed ones make me change, they instill a fear in me tt i nv dare to give too much....I start to feel its ok to say smth if u dun mean it....cuz ev1 else is doing tt.....i start to feel its alright i wasnt there if my fren needs me, cuz there will be others who will be there instead if I wasnt....nv to overestimate ur value in anybody's life, at the end of evth, trust me nobody will even rmbr abt u....ppl only rmbr the bad times.......
Maybe I have done smth real bad in my last life, that's y i cant be happy like other ppl....i cant rmbr when's the last time I hv truly felt happy.....
Xmas eve was a simple one this year......
Went to Muthu's curry for dinner first....
GOTCHA YONGHAO!
Yonghao grasp at every chance to flirt with his gf....even when she's taking pic for us...
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Our attempts to eliminate the double chins and fat faces...
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After that, me and christ went to look for wen who's sloggin hard at home......
Someone pls ask this salt woman to get up....
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She just refuses to remove her jeans to put on wen's shorts....
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Wen refuses to switch on the light....we were speaking to her in the dark all the time....
(dun be mistaken, the light was NOT on...credits goes to the super-duper bright flashlight of my camera)
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She nua at every corner of wen's house.....
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We are just 3 days in difference, why such a big discrepancy in ht? haha
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We wanted to take a group photograph, but 3 is an inauspicious number....
So wen's bro hop in and all of us got a shock....
so heavy!(but strange, christ told me she was in complete shock, but she still can keep her composure ar....haha too busy posing for the photo...)
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We managed to push the "log" to one side, haha wen's bro was like WTH......
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But phew he is just like christine, he is more concerned about looking CHIO on pics.......
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Haha i threaten wen tt I'm going to send this photo to kevin to make him ke
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And .......she immediately SU back her legs......
(haha remind me of cy's unsightly way of feeding the donkeys at the zoo years back...)
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When someone is in your life for a
REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically,emotionally or spiritually. (or for you to offer the same FOR or to THEM). They may seem like a godsend and they are.. They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met,our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a
SEASON,because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
I tink u're here just for a season.... an unbelievable season of joy....
NUMBER 1: The rules are easy, just post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this meme on their LJs. Because it is good. Everyone needs a little happiness once in a while.1) Hanging out with renting, lingli and siying........its been so long since i laughed so hard ....the feeling where ppl placed u in their hearts despite not hanging out frequently feels so sweet=)
2) Xmas eve with Jem, engsoon and Caiying....haha the part when we play those card games and when Jem keeps niao-ing engsoon was so funny...and tt brat JEM feed me with chilli and alot of weird weird stuffs as forfeits...but Jem was very sweet, he cooked spagetti, omelettes and IKEA meatballs for us, but he made me WASH the dishes la=(
3) The night out with caiying on friday night...feel very peaceful that night...thanks for keeping me company amidst ur pa-tor-ing with ur mr hamburger man...haha glad for u, he seems like a very nice guy, at least he passed my QC test liao...
4) That day when i accidentally kicked open this cubicle door of this lady who din lock her door well, and mh panickly ask me to RUN, tt person come out sure niao u one.....den we these 2 idiots run quickly out of the toilet to hide....so silly....
5) The last time ate prawn noodles tog...26th dec.
Cant think of anyth else tt makes me happy...hope that in the coming days i'll be able to fill up the blanks below...
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1. Spell your name as it sounds....YI XIAN...how else shld it sound?hah
2. Are you available?nope
3. What’s your favorite number? 7 and 11
4. Favorite color(s)?yellow, pink and white
5. Least favorite color?black...haha cuz it makes me look skinny...
6. What are you listening to?my noisy fan blowing in my room
7. Are you happy with your life right now?no
8. Favorite Subject?hmmmm.... i like design? but no such subject...i hate studying lar
9. Favorite smell?casis rose bodyshop perfume...this perfume my sis spray evtime she goes out...
10. How do you make money? From dad's pocket..
11. Are you outgoing? with close friends only...
12. Do you like Big Mac’s?er no...i prefer fillet-o-fish...
13. Do you own big sunglasses?Nope
14. Where do you wish you were right now? Anywhere outa singapore...
15. What should you be doing right now? Doing my fyp and getting ready to go meet the girls....but im doing none of the above...*sian*...
16. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?No
THE CANS:1. Can you blow a bubble?Nope, with saliva or bubble gum, i also cant...haha im not like cy, blow bubble with saliva...yuks...=X
2. Can you touch your toes?Who cannot?
3. Can you whistle?U mean as in those wee-a-wee...nah...i cant...
4. Can you wiggle your ears?Nope
5. Can you roll your tongue?Yep
6. Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?Nope.
THE DIDS:1. Did you ever want to be a doctor?No ..must help patient wash backside one...i dont want...
2. Did you ever receive an engagement ring?Nope.
3. Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?Nope...siao....xian min duan
THE DO’S:1. Do you know how to swim? Yes when im in primary school....haha when i reach sec sch, i lose the skill, i rmbr i almost drowned when swimming at sentosa with christien they all....
2. Do you like roller coasters? can la...but abit scary...
3. Do you own a bike?Nope
THE DOES:
1. Does your car get good gas mileage?no car...no drivin licence....
2. Does your family have family picnics?Nope
3. Does your home have a bookcase?whats that? yes i have lots of nonesense books lying around my room...
THE HAVES:
1. Have you ever been to Canada?Nope.
2. Have you ever gone fishing?Nope...always wanted to...but no chance....
3. Have you ever seen a celebrity?Yes. But i want to see fann wong leh...my idol since small...
4. Have you ever been on a motorcycle?Yes...when i super small ...think pri 3 or 4...my yi zhang drive me...
THE HOWS:
1. How many cars have you own?0
2. How many jobs have you had? temp jobs...many many....uncountable
3. How tall are you?171cm...ok i know julia gonna say 171.5cm lar.....
THE LASTS:
1. Last person you hung out with?Caiying
2. Last thing you said out loud? bye bye to my mum whos going out to work
3. Last time you ate at McDonalds?Forgotten.
4. Last thing you bought?2 black cardigans with cy...woah i swear we drowning in dur there lor...
THE WHATS:
1. What is the temperature outside?dunno...rainy weather...
2. What time did you wake up?1130am
—————————IS YOUR/ARE YOU
01. is your hair wet? nope
02. is your cell phone right by you?Yes...just right next to me.
03. do you miss someone?Yah....
04. are you wearing chapstick? pui whats that...
05. are you tired? Yes...emotionally drained...
06. are you wearing pajamas?Nope. I dun have one
08. are you mad?Yes...all my frens say i am...even my mum say so...
09. are you upset?yah....
HAVE YOU
01. recently done anything you regret? Yes..but i guess all things happen for a reason...maybe this is the way things shld go....
02. ever lied?Yah....but im a bad liar...i always get exposed...
03. ever stuck gum under a desk?nah...i dont....
04. have you ever kicked someone?No leh, im refined..haha kicked someone..i only rmbr of how my pri sch mates kick junyi inhis backside...
05. ever tripped over your own feet?Yah...my legs so long....very normal ba
TODAY HAVE YOU:
1. have you cursed?Nope...
02. have you gotten mad at someone?No...
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?Ya...
Q: do you have any siblings?yeah. 1 elder bro and 1 younger sis...
Q: do you want children?Yes...I want 2...1 girl and 1 boy....
Q: do you smile often?Recently...no...
Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?Nope. I just slop in and slop out...
Q: do you like your handwriting?Yes. Nicer than mh's one...
Q: are your toenails painted?Nope
Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in ?My mum's
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?white
Q: what were you doing at 7pm yesterday?i was sleeping on my mum's bed ...or was i talking to christine or msn?
WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED?
-1. Babe or baby: babe
2. Sweetie or cupcake: Sweetie..cupcake sounds like ur edible...
3. Darling or Sunshine: darling...
10: When did you last cry?just..
12: Are you a friendly person?i tink i am=)
13: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?My mum's...then transfer over when my dad's home
15: Do you have any pets?Nope
19: Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?nope...but i always feel its better than crying alone...
20: Do you think that special someone will repost this?i force julia to do so le...but i doubt she will do it...haha busy a****-in...
